So, I don’t really post on here and I don’t think people I know really check up on my blog or anything but I just needed somewhere to vent. So, for the past couple of weeks, I’ve been away from everyone I love. I haven’t seen them for a good 5 weeks or so. Ever since I left, none of them really talk to me, I try talking to them and everything but nothing. I don’t know if I did something wrong or they realized everything is better without me, but it is really and I mean REALLY starting to hurt. I can’t begin to describe how much they all mean to me, but the fact that they aren’t answering me, makes me think if they really are my friends. I talked to my teacher and she said that I should just talk to them when I get back to Florida, but I am wondering if they is really any point in that. I’m leaving for college after this next school year, and if they are doing this now, they will probably do it when I’m in college. Anyway I’ll make new friends and I’ll move on with my life. They changed my life in a huge way and I love them so much, but maybe they are just high school friends and not life long friends. It sucks that this happened, but if they don’t really care how I feel and they think that ignoring me for the whole summer is okay, then they don’t know me. I tried talking to them about it, but of course they ignored me. I knew they would, but I was hoping they would care enough to actually answer me. Whatever happens, all I can say is that I’m not going to be fully committed to the relationships ever again and I won’t be able to consider them anything more then just friends, no best friends, no sisters, nothing…